just thought this was really cute... lol i wrote this in september just when college started lol the little things i love about BC 1. studying at the oneil library late at night til it closes
2. sitting at a desk by the window on the fifth floor @ the oneil library while enjoying the nice view outside
3. singing jazz with bc bop without wasting time away learning the notes
4. going to lyons fourth floor at 1 in the morning by myself to play some piano and sing before going back to my room
5. hip hop dancing @ the plex
6. wearing a zip-up hoodie with comfy sweats, listening to my ipod with my hoodie up, and dancing under the moonlight late at night in an empty parking lot
7. all the pretty little flowers on campus
8. the walk from the main gate bus stop to McElroy
9. making friends with strangers on the shuttle bus
10. listening to yiruma on the way back to my dorm from main campus i feel like once drinking, partying, and other things started taking over my life, i stopped to appreciate all the small things that I used to love to do. Studying at the library til late at night?? yeah.. havent done THAT in a while.. i dont think i ever just sit down to enjoy the nice weather or do some people watching anymore.. i quit BC bop.. so I dont really sing on campus anymore... .. ive been thinking about that a lot lately.... singing honestly is my BIGGGGEST passion. If I could, id probably drop everything in a heartbeat to just sing for the rest of my life. but i quit..for.. what.. synergy.. well i didnt make the team... aerok.. yeah aerok's very important to me too and i love dancing.. but i wonder if it really was worth giving up my PASSION for singing. Ugh there are so many things i wanna do.. I wanna do well in school, since i fucked up so badly last year, i wanna stay as involved with KSA and do a sufficient job as the culture chair this year, i wanna keep choreographing for aerok with jane and make our group more known to BC and other schools, i wanna party, get to know the incoming frosh, take care of them.... i wanna try out for synergy again, i wanna sing with bc bop AND other a capella groups... enter different singing contests... work on campus so i can save up money instead of spending it all... i dunno if really can do all that.
molla. just got back from korea.. korea was a good break from everything... and some people.
i've learned a lot.. been through a lot especially with my grandfather almost passing away and taking care of him and being there for him on behalf of my dad and my mom.. its been a good experience... hanging out with my best friends, meeting new people.. eating good food... it was a lot of fun. It feels amazing to be home too.. good to see my family, my dog again... and the smell of grass and FRESH air... but schools gonna start soon and I have so much on my mind right now.. really excited for the upcoming year.. im determined to really step it up and set my priorities straight.. but im also so nervous.. what if i fuck it up all over again? mehh..
im hungry...
maybe ill go sing in the basement. lol | 
